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Growing Pains

Matt Coonan | Poetry, Fall 2025

Our flamingo lily lives on an ageing file cabinet

near the window. Each week, a student tries 

their hand at class botanist & fills a Dixie cup

halfway with sink water. I show them how to 

gently lift the heart-shaped leaves & spill

evenly, nourishing each root. Sometimes, I

forget to take it home during holiday breaks 

& my kids return frantic—their closest thing

to a class pet wilted by the ancient radiator.

Our botanist works overtime, by which I mean

carries a slightly heavier Dixie cup. After recess

it is just about, but not quite upright. A boy

blooms his fist to reveal the first of many teeth

that will leave him & asks how to put it back.

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Why is this piece your Trace Fossil?

“As a grade school teacher and poet who leans into the narrative, I’m interested in unpacking childhood perspectives on life’s big questions. I think this poem offers a snapshot to early encounters with growth and loss, and discovering how they often come as a package deal.”

Matt Coonan is a poet, emcee & teacher from New York. He holds an MFA in creative writing and literature from Stony Brook University. He is the author of Toy Gun (Button Poetry, 2023), as well as two chapbooks. His poems have been featured on Button Poetry and published in Tinderbox Poetry Journal, The Southampton Review, Inklette, among others.

Back to Fall 2025

Growing Pains

Matt Coonan | Poetry, Fall 2025

Our flamingo lily lives on an ageing file cabinet

near the window. Each week, a student tries 

their hand at class botanist & fills a Dixie cup

halfway with sink water. I show them how to 

gently lift the heart-shaped leaves & spill

evenly, nourishing each root. Sometimes, I

forget to take it home during holiday breaks 

& my kids return frantic—their closest thing

to a class pet wilted by the ancient radiator.

Our botanist works overtime, by which I mean

carries a slightly heavier Dixie cup. After recess

it is just about, but not quite upright. A boy

blooms his fist to reveal the first of many teeth

that will leave him & asks how to put it back.

______________________________________

Why is this piece your Trace Fossil?

“As a grade school teacher and poet who leans into the narrative, I’m interested in unpacking childhood perspectives on life’s big questions. I think this poem offers a snapshot to early encounters with growth and loss, and discovering how they often come as a package deal.”

Matt Coonan is a poet, emcee & teacher from New York. He holds an MFA in creative writing and literature from Stony Brook University. He is the author of Toy Gun (Button Poetry, 2023), as well as two chapbooks. His poems have been featured on Button Poetry and published in Tinderbox Poetry Journal, The Southampton Review, Inklette, among others.